the sun escaped and black clouds are hovering on the horizon. i can’t quite get in step. the only thing that has made sense this week is tennis. i should apply the same principles to my relationships. the baby just fell asleep and yet i am having a hard time motivating myself. i have a long list to tackle, from the menial (laundry, dishes, bills) to the sublime (wedding dress, linen anthropologie-like shirt, painting). grey day, overcast spirits. i can hardly wait for the technicolor explosion of hawaii. two weeks till bliss.